Shifting.Bipolar

Im lost in this crowd of people, feeling useless and all alone.
Nothing
To keep me happy. Just me left on my own.
I crash against the cliffs of misery, with no one but myself
to keep me company.
By now its just second nature.
Bipolar disease
taking over
losing control of the tide.
Everybody has each other, but me,
im just lost all together.
What's wrong with me
the sun itself has abandoned me.
the moon in the sky shines down with acceptance, taking me over,
embracing
A change to kill the pain inside.
fight back, all fangs and claws
take my own companion in blood
let it rain down in chaos&pleasure
sacrificfe the heart take over my soul
Scarlet crimson rivers flow
sustaining the hunger and pain inside
lose myself to the hunter, stalk my way through the night
lose all feeling lose control
run away from the light
loneliness or stealthiness, either way, forget the stress.
bloodlust driven, who needs a companion
Nobody understands my needs, all they ever do is act like fleas,
suck my life away... one pounce and they're gone
Black fur painted crimson, no pain. im numb...
lost in a crowd of people, just drifting right on by.
At last its second nature, shifting bipolar.
life blood taken, my life forsaken
who needs a companion?
The moon shines down, blood change begins.
Lets Start this cycle...
all over again